You're Still alive

Dear beloved stranger

Days are long , and i always knew
it's too late for you to come by and amend matters.
i wonder why u delayed to sweep me through this agony.
but i suppose thats the battle of life you and i struggle so hard to encounter.
i genuinely do not  penchant  and comprehend the crusty meaning of life .
May be  i am too busy looking out for something special , something more achievable ,something that really makes sense to me...... ~sigh~
however much strong i seem to look , however much i treasure certain feelings
Fact is i cant deny  that somewhere in midst of all this sideways and bents in my heart you are stil there ALIVE
Never will i  forget your burning,blue eyes..

with love